Tuesday

~ kaTa-kata puJanGGa ~


Do you still remember this… 

Saya sayang awak..
Jika 1 hari awk melintas jalan..
Dalam keadaan terburu-buru,, tanpa melihat kiri & kanan,
Tiba2 ada sebuah kereta lalu.. dan awk tak berkesempatan untuk mengelak..
Kebetulan saya ada di masa itu..
Sayalah orang pertama yang akan selamatkan awak..
Tolak awk ke tepi..
dan biarkan diri saya yang dilanggar oleh kereta itu..
saya sanggup korbankan nyawa saya demi awk,,

Sayang saya pd awak tidak dapat dinilai dgn kata2..
Hinggakan tiap kali awak dalam kesedihan..
Saya seperti dapat merasa kesedihan awak.. sbb itu
Bila awak sedih saya akan ada & muncul dgn tiba2..
Saya sentiasa ada untuk temankan awak..
Mengisi hari2 awak..  Menangis bersama2..
Memberi awak kata2 perangsang..
Mengesat air mata awak..

Saya sayang awak sgt2..
Bila awak sakit..
Bila awak demam.. hati saya jadi tak menentu,,
Saya akan usaha untuk carikan awak ubat..
Sentiasa saya rasa suhu badan awak..
Risau saya di buatnye..

Tiap kali birthday awak..
Tak pernah saya lupe..
Saya harap sylah org pertama yg akan wish awk..
Apatah lagi untuk menghadiahkan awk sesuatu..
Sebagai penghargaan.. sayang saya pada awak..

 Apa yg awak suruh..
Saya akan buat.. Entahlah saya pn tak tahu,,
Tak pernah saya membantah..
Apatah lagi untuk sakitkan hati awak..
Sentiasa saya pastikan awk tidur dengan lena..
Tanpa sebarang gangguan..

Tiap hari saya rase saya nak ucap,,
Saya sayang awak..
Saya suka buat awak marah..
Tapi kalau awak diam saya bimbang awak sedih..
Saya tak dapat baca apa yang awak fikirkan..
Saya takut saya tak dapat menjaga hati awak..

Walau se busy mana saya.. saya ttap pergi jenguk awak,,
Walaupun ada ketikanya saya sengaja tidak bercakap dengan awak..
Suke buat awak bimbang.. Jauh di sudut hati saya,,
Saya amat merindui awak..
                                                          Lagu ini sy tjukan buat awk.. =)
You said :
I love u too..
Don’t be worried after this,
I’ll care of u..
Always there for u..

Only you will be there for me..
I can only story all those thing only for you..
To listen and share all my happiness and sadness,,
promised to take care of you..

But..
If u is given 1 situation, where a lot of people ask for your help,
I think I am the last person..
 that you’ll lend your hand for help,, isn’it?

If u is surrounded by your companion,,
U will not see.. Who am I for you..
 Your promise goes like the wind.. when you have got something,
Which more better..  you’ll forget all about me,,
everything..

You never there for me..
When others try to humiliate me..
You concerned with other’s feelings,,
But never for me.. Thanks for that..
Sorry, if there a mistake I have done,
Offended you,
please forgive me..

I hope..
If u is given a moment to remember..
Never mind,, if u don’t remember all those things..
& also to forget me..
But, try to learn how to appreciate others,,
Which has being kind for you..

& now..
U have change a lot,,
The way u talk, the way u are.. is not you..
You.. that I know,,
I am always remember u.. u before this..
Might be you’ll also see I am a little bit change..
But I am still like before,, all those things is intentionally..
 so that, I’ll forget all those which make me sick!
Actually, I am never forget to wish you something,,
Through messaging,, or anything.. always remember u,,
Coz u are always in my mind..  you before this..
But I can’t.. do all those.. coz my heart feel so sad..
Sad for easily love u.. full of my heart..
Now, better off if I let you go..  go away & far from me..
Thanks for everything….

~nida~

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